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One of the least
attractive features of life in the academy is the emphasis on credentials
and the constant comparisons that go on: between the degreed and the
nondegreed, the elitely educated and the products of mediocre institutions,
those who teach and those who publish. It's a lot easier to measure
productivity by the number of ball bearings produced or the number of
burgers flipped; when it comes to evaluating qualities of mind, it's
a murkier business.
"Smart" becomes a kind of essential signifier. "It's a smart book" means
it's a book that will win the biggest prize in the field. "A smart critique"
means someone has savaged someone. "He's really smart," whispered in
hushed reverence, tells you he's up for a Nobel. You almost never hear
the term "brilliant" in conversation, unless it's deployed in that favored
phrase, "Brilliant but flawed." Like poor Mr. Ramsay in Virginia Woolf's
To the Lighthouse, who sees thought as an alphabet, everyone is trying
to figure out the letter they've landed on. Or gotten stuck on.
The university is naturally a hierarchical place, but the hierarchies
can be confusing. Sometimes it seems that those at the top are not necessarily
those whose minds are farthest along on the alphabet -- how many administrators
have written Really Important Books? A few, to be sure. But the job
takes a different skill set. That's not to say that academic administration
isn't challenging intellectual work. Budgeting and strategic planning
and figuring out where to put a new art museum are nothing to sneeze
at in terms of brain power. How much easier it must be to do such tasks
in the context of the Real World, rather than in a university, where
being powerful is about having powerful ideas, where individuals (OK,
only a few) can effect paradigm shifts in ways of looking at the world.
The big dogs in academe are the thinkers, not the managers.
But between administrators and scholars are a host of people who choose
to live tied to academic life, but not as academics. Sometimes it's
because of the people they love: Their spouses or partners are academics.
Sometimes it's because the Real World seems less interesting, or because
college towns are, let's face it, nice places to live. Or sometimes
they came to a place when they were 18 years old and never managed to
leave.
Some of the smartest people I know have no Ph.D., because they either
never finished graduate school or never started. A.B.D.'s (All But Dissertation)
and N.W.D.'s (Never Wanted Dissertation) are abundant in academic life.
They are directors of university presses, public-relations gurus, teachers
of freshman composition, editors of alumni magazines, vice presidents
for student affairs, speechwriters, directors of development, and deans
of undergraduate admissions. They are also people with terminal degrees
-- social workers and librarians. All are essential to running academic
institutions -- yet, unfortunately, they don't get much respect.
In the slash between faculty/staff lies a world of difference. Or as
an A.B.D. I know says, there are two categories in the university: faculty
and not.
It seems to me, and I could be wrong about this, that many of those
in, but not of, the academy are women. The Association of Research Libraries
tells us that there are something like 50 percent more female librarians
than male. But who's running the libraries? Hmmm. I don't know what
the statistics are for offices of admissions, alumni affairs, development,
student affairs, or psychological counseling, but I'm guessing that
you will find a preponderance of women in the rank and file, led by
men. Just a guess.
Living and working in an academic community, I certainly know lots of
smart women (and, yes, smart men as well) who hold support positions
-- not necessarily in secretarial support, but infrastructure support.
And, mostly, they are neither seeking nor getting a lot of recognition
for their work. I'm always delighted to find, in the acknowledgments
of a scholarly book, an author who thanks a librarian.
Not much money, prestige, or power comes with being an academic, but
even less comes with not being an academic and hanging around an academic
setting. I don't think I suffer from Ph.D. envy. I never wanted to go
to graduate school. After falling into scholarly publishing right out
of college, I didn't want to limit myself, to narrow my focus the way
one must in order to get a doctorate. I liked being able to flit around
different disciplines; I embraced my status as a dilettante. As time
passed, I also realized that I had become too arrogant and too old:
Having spent my brutal youth telling distinguished academics how to
revise their manuscripts, I knew that I wouldn't last a nanosecond as
a downtrodden grad student.
As an acquisitions editor, I did enjoy a certain kind of organizational
respect. At least, I had some clout. To the authors I worked with, I
was Oxford University Press and then Duke University Press. The status
of my employer elevated me. Of course, that only went so far. I was
once drawn into an altercation between another editor and an academic.
The editor wanted to know if the academic could really hold the reactionary
position he was espousing. The academic wanted to know why the editor
cared so much. "I mean, you know, it's not like he's the one doing the
work," he said.
On the other hand, when I first started publishing books in classics,
having previously worked in other fields, I was shocked to be continually
asked the same question: Where did you do your training? In classics,
that meant. When I responded along the lines that I had been trained
in publishing, not in a particular field, I was usually met with a sneer.
Now, most of the really good editors I know don't have Ph.D.'s in the
fields in which they acquire books. They still, however, manage to do
good, even important, work. They are, after all, the ones charged with
identifying and then publishing the "smart" books.
When I switched to working in admissions, it was a whole new thing.
Any trace of respect for my organizational affiliation dried up. Admissions
folks are generally well-dressed, shiny, happy people, who don't tend
to be regarded as intellectual heavyweights by the professoriate. My
academic friends seemed to have some vague understanding that someone
in the university was bringing in students; who those people were and
how they did it were a bit of a mystery.
Conversely, I was considered an outlier in my office for consorting
with faculty members. Many admissions officers don't really know how
to deal with faculty members. Some treat professors with the same fawning
admiration they had for them as students. It's hard enough for graduate
students to make the transition from plebe to colleague; it's even harder
for those in, but not of, the academy. Other folks in admissions --
often at the management level -- work hard to keep faculty members at
arm's length. "They don't understand how we do our jobs," the argument
goes. "The more they know, the more trouble they'll make."
Those rigid demarcations are as false as they are unfortunate. But interactions
among faculty members and staff members tend not to get facilitated.
I remember the struggles of a former university-press director who tried
to get his editors the privilege of paying to eat really mediocre food
at the faculty commons. It would make it easier for editors to meet
with faculty members, he argued to the administration. Nope, came down
the answer from on high. The faculty commons is only for faculty members.
Not editors. Not admissions officers. Not staff members. Oh well.
There are wonderful things about being in, but not of, the academy.
It is darn nice to have an office on a campus. I like being able to
take short walks in the middle of the day or to have coffee with a zoologist.
Or a political scientist. Or a speechwriter. I like being able to use
a research library, not to mention the convenience of being able to
work out in the gym during lunch.
Then, too, college towns are culture magnets. I think that I went to
more music, art, theater, and dance during my first year in Durham,
N.C., than I ever did during my eight years in Manhattan. Events come
to a college town, and they're easy to get to.
Ultimately, though, when you ask people why they choose to live among
academics, you tend to hear the same answer: You get to hang around
with really smart people. I used to respond the same way, but was caught
up short when I recently asked a friend, a well-established San Francisco
money manager, what he liked about his job. His answer: You get to hang
around with really smart people. Perhaps there's a world worth exploring
outside the ivied ivory towers.
There are tradeoffs. You don't get the remuneration you would if you
went into investment banking or a dot-com. You feel yourself aging as
a majority of the population around you remains in the 18-to-22 age
bracket. You don't always get the respect you think you deserve. But
isn't it the case that even those most famous in their fields -- say,
the world's expert in the history of Shaker furniture, or the guru of
the literature of the Tibetan diaspora -- may also be underappreciated?
You have to find a way to make your peace with your status.
Some of us develop disdain for the eggheadier members of academe; others
of us prefer to date them. And some find ways to exercise power. Chatting
recently with an old friend, an A.B.D. who has spent his career in publishing,
I asked him about this stuff. "Do I feel inferior? Yeah. But if I'd
really wanted to be an academic, I'd have gone ahead and finished the
diss," he told me. "Now, I'd much rather publish and let them perish."
Rachel Toor, a former book editor and admissions officer at Duke University,
writes frequently for The Chronicle.
http://chronicle.com Section: The Chronicle Review Page: B5
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