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By RACHEL TOOR
Not long ago, I ran into an old friend, Reynolds Smith, a former editorial
colleague from Duke University Press. He greeted me by saying, "Ah,
the Queen of Self-Reinvention."
It's true. I tend to leave things places, people, and jobs
when the learning curve begins to flatten. I'm now on my third or fourth
career, depending on how you count this time as an assistant
professor of creative writing.
What I've loved about putting myself into new situations and circumstances
is having to start over. What I've liked less is that all the knowledge
I amassed at those earlier points sometimes seems to lie fallow.
The expertise I garnered in my second career college admissions
gets trotted out when I write or speak about the admissions process,
and is put to good use when I work informally with prospective students.
But while my dozen years of employment in scholarly publishing
first as an editor at Oxford University Press and then at Duke
was helpful when I needed to find a literary agent, venturing into the
world of trade publishing with my own projects felt like going to another
country. Good thing I had my agent as translator and guide.
Over the years I have been asked by academic friends to help them travel
the long and winding road of scholarly publishing. I'm usually eager
to walk along. I've kept in touch with some former colleagues in publishing
and stayed on top of the major trends. But I've always felt that I was
sitting on top of a pile of something valuable not necessarily
gold, but not donkey poop either that could be put to better
use.
I have helped friends interpret rejection letters and taught them how
to write queries to editors. I've talked to people about the differences
among university presses, and between academic and trade presses, and
about which particular editor might be the best fit for them. I have
written in The Chronicle about what an agent can do for academics (The
Chronicle, March 19, 2004) and answered scores of e-mail messages telling
full professors they probably don't need one. I've written a pamphlet
for self-published authors on how to market their own books. I've consoled
those with "orphaned" books and commiserated about bad copy-editing.
When I was a graduate student in creative writing, I gravitated to courses
in history rather than literature. As a writer of nonfiction, it's more
helpful to me at this point to study, say, Henry Adams than Henry James.
But what I realized in my history courses was both obvious and sad:
Historians and not only they but academics of all stripes and
flavors are not taught the fundamentals of good writing.
Many professors seem to assume that work on the sentence level is best
left to the experts. Clearly they are not reading what is coming out
of English departments. They rely on some kind of mimetic, osmotic process
whereby ideas about form and style and structure get absorbed by the
fledgling academic while she concentrates on the important stuff: content.
And if I just spend enough time bird-watching, I will be able to fly.
I once had an author who taught at Harvard University thank me for teaching
her how to write. But I didn't teach her. I merely realized that she
didn't know the basic elements of style, so I gave her a book, The
Elements of Style, by William Strunk Jr. and E.B. White. She had
never heard of it. I was happy to take credit for the change in her
prose, but I knew I didn't deserve it.
Recently at a party, I ran into a junior faculty member at another university
whom I had heard a lot about. Mutual friends had predicted I would like
her. Within three minutes of our meeting, she began to complain that
she didn't know how to write a book, got no mentoring from the senior
members of her department, was talking to editors at two (good) presses
who seemed to want different things, knew that there were at least five
directions she could go with her revisions and she had no idea which
was the right way, was convinced she was never going to get tenure,
and maybe could I help her find a job in scholarly publishing?
I said no. Not just because no one would hire her as an editor (no experience)
and probably no one would hire her as an editorial assistant (overqualified),
but because it was crazy talk.
Of course she didn't know those things. No one had ever taught her.
And of course her senior colleagues couldn't be mentors on the nuts
and bolts of writing and publication. It's not clear that they know
how to do those things.
I won the job lottery last year. I was able to snag, right out of graduate
school, a tenure-track position teaching in a graduate creative-writing
program. But in talking to this desperate, and not unreasonably fearful
woman, I realized what I want to do. I want a job that I'll bet doesn't
exist at any university.
In an ideal world, I would continue to teach creative nonfiction to
people with artistic aspirations. It's good for the soul. But I would
also run workshops for academics: for graduate students, for junior
faculty members, and even for those rare senior professors who realize
that we all need help and supportive, critical readers outside
our areas of expertise. I would be on the premises like an old-fashioned
school nurse: always ready with Band-Aids, a box of pills, and soothing
words. I would teach courses on writerly wellness in addition to helping
those who are ailing. I would have a big fat Rolodex of people
or rather, many megabytes of contacts to call on for specialized
and urgent treatments.
The next best thing is to have a monthly column in The Chronicle where
I get to do just that. I want to share the good stuff from that pile
that is neither gold nor donkey poop. I want to address the questions
I can, and ask my friends in publishing and academe to help answer those
I can't. I want to discuss the books that have helped me as a writer,
and ask academics to point out elegant prose stylists in their own fields.
I want scientists to know that if they want to attract grant money,
they must be understood, and to help them find ways to make their sentences
sing with the same grace as their equations. I want to be a Virgil through
the inferno of academic publishing.
I hope that I will have some of the compassion and generosity
if I can only aspire to the wry wit and lucid language of that
master of style, E. B. White. While I hope that what I say will be useful,
enlightening, and occasionally entertaining, because I'm writing for
academics, I will expect to be corrected, critiqued, and called on the
carpet. That's what I love about academe: the spirit of free exchange,
the fetishizing of information, and the bravery to stand up for what
you believe.
In publishing, the term "foul matter" refers to the stuff that is packaged
and shipped back to authors once their book is finished. It's the original
manuscript, the corrected page proof, the blue-penciled index
the iterations that mark the journey. I want in this column to focus
on that work, that process; to make fair use of the things that ultimately
become foul matter.
Rachel Toor is an assistant professor of creative writing at the
Inland Northwest Center for Writers, the M.F.A. program of Eastern Washington
University in Spokane. Her most recent book is The Pig and I: How I
Learned to Love Men (Almost) as Much as I Love My Pets (Plume, 2006)
and her Web site is www.racheltoor.com.
She welcomes comments and questions at careers@chronicle.com.
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