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I'm in my pajamas,
a half-eaten muffin beside me, a coffee-stained stack of papers from
first-year composition students in front of me. The pile doesn't seem
to be getting any smaller. I'm slogging through it, when I get to a
sentence that causes me to cough up a big bite of breakfast: "George
shot the elephant because he felt peer pressure."
I gloss over the interesting use of "peer pressure" as applied to an
essay exploring colonial privilege and burden, and say, aloud, to no
one but my disbelieving self, "George?!"
The papers are not so much formal academic exercises as "critical reading
journals" that students are required to keep, recording their response
to each of the essays we read during the semester. It isn't just one
student, and it wasn't just George. A surprising number of my students
refer to authors by their first names.
That confused me, so I went back to look for patterns.
In every case where a student first-named an author, it was in response
to an essay that was first-person personal. With "Shooting an Elephant,"
the reference was to "George"; but it was "Orwell" who wrote "Politics
and the English Language." When reading Debra Dickerson's intensely
moving and immediate piece about her 16-year-old brother, "Who Shot
Johnny?," my Montana students, few of whom have known any African-Americans,
felt an intimacy with the author, shared her race rage, and called her
Debra. An excerpt from Lars Eighner's book Travels With Lizbeth,
about fishing for food in dumpsters, provoked a similar reaction. Lars,
they wrote, was really, really smart (which seemed to surprise, given
that he was a homeless person writing about homelessness).
But it's about more than just the voice. Early in the semester we read
Mark Edmundson's essay, originally published in Harper's, "On
the Uses of a Liberal Education: As Lite Education for Bored College
Students." Edmundson establishes himself as a professor at a major research
university, sets up an easy rapport with his readers, and then goes
on to attack the current crop of college students for consumerism, superficiality,
and a host of other sins. The essay, not surprisingly, generates good
classroom discussion. But in their reading journals, only a handful
of students referred to the author as Professor Edmundson. It was "Mark
is dead wrong." Or, sometimes, "Mark has a good point." Here, not only
was the essay first-person personal, it was also on a topic on which
students felt qualified to comment, to engage, to argue against. They
wanted to throw down with Mark.
But no one first-named Jonathan Swift when we read his essay about eating
Irish babies. And an Atlantic article by the philosopher Carl Elliott,
"A New Way to Be Mad," about a subculture of people who seek to have
perfectly healthy limbs amputated, so freaked out my students that I
think they forgot the essay had been written by a person. If the material
was upsetting, the author's name often did not even appear in my students'
journals. Or if the writing was particularly -- shall we, say, academic
-- they backed off first-name acquaintance.
Something was going on here with the distance between subject, author,
and reader.
Most of my students had not been much exposed in high school to authors
who presented themselves as characters in their own stories; there,
not only is reading more formal, but so is writing. Many of my students
told me that they were taught never to use "I" in a paper. They were
taught to respect authority. They were taught to avoid familiarity --
with teachers or with authors.
When I asked them why they now sometimes wrote about authors as their
peers, they were nonplussed. They denied doing it. They knew it was
wrong. When presented with the evidence, they shrugged their shoulders.
"Oops," they said. One student posited that maybe it was because, in
college, you get more freedom, and that includes freedom to push boundaries:
"It's as if we say 'George' in defiance, rather than 'Orwell' like most
brown-nosing nerds would," she told me. Many said that it's because
our culture has become more casual: "Come on, it's no big deal."
Certainly there are lots of places to see creeping informality, like
when a waitperson comes to take your order and then squats down right
next to you, or when a smarmy telemarketer interrupts your dinner, or
a store clerk, on handing back your credit card, thanks you by your
first name. It's possible that the lines of formality have been blurred
or removed, and that today's college generation is the product of that
dissolution; that we are a people whose language doesn't have both the
formal French vous and its more personal tu, so we've
defaulted to a nation of tu-ers.
But perhaps it is about something else. Perhaps -- and the fledgling
teacher in me would love to believe this -- it is because these students
are reading texts as if they were written by people, not words that
fell to the page as the gentle rain from heaven, but the products of
hearts and minds not so unlike their own. Perhaps this first-naming
is a way of engaging in dialogue, encountering authorship while eliding
authority; a way of humanizing texts, empowering the self against the
word.
I'm thinking that it may not be such a bad thing. In college, early
in the Decade of Greed, I sported on my jean jacket a button asserting
"Question Authority." Perhaps my 18-year-old students are doing just
that. Perhaps, because they are products of the cyber-age, where everyone
can have a Web site, a blog, an e-mail list, where everyone can be an
author, they are not cowed by published prose, by the authority of a
print culture to which only the elite have access. With the advent of
the Internet, entrance into public discourse is no longer mediated by
teachers or editors or guides.
The technologies of the Internet, e-mail, and text messaging have allowed
this generation to use language in various and novel ways, bending and
fashioning the conventions of print. While I won't claim that it has
made them better writers, it may put them in a different relation to
the written word. No one any longer writes out first drafts of school
papers by hand and then spends hours retyping -- and revising; students
spit their words out onto their computer screens, let the spellchecker
do its thing (often turning their prose to nonsense), and then they
print them out. While they are writing, they are using the same piece
of machinery to do research on the Web, to send e-mail messages to their
moms, and to IM with their friends. The informal tone used in many of
their academic papers may reflect the breakdown of the use of distinct
modes of discourse.
And so when they read, my students seem to embrace a similar and informal
relationship to authors. One of my students so hated the composition
textbook we were using that he Googled the author, found his e-mail
address, and threatened to write a message saying exactly what he thought
of the scholar's work. If that isn't questioning authority, I don't
know what is.
I like my students to call me by my first name -- I'm old enough that
my authority in the classroom doesn't feel contested -- but I know some
of my colleagues think first-naming bespeaks a lack of respect. Either
way, when it comes to reading and writing, I think the blurring of boundaries
is a good thing (as long as it's not accompanied by mushiness of thought).
If students care enough about what they are reading to want to claim
the author by that most personal of attributes, the given name, then
that's the kind of material I want to assign.
When I write personal essays, I understand that I am inviting readers
into my world -- hoping they will join me, follow my line of thought.
If my students want into the world of ideas, if they want to crouch
at the table of knowledge, and if what it takes for them to do this
is to feel a personal connection with the author, I guess I don't mind
if they call Plato by his first name.
Rachel Toor's most recent book is The Pig and I: Why It's So Easy
to Love an Animal, and So Hard to Live With a Man (Hudson Street Press,
2005). She is enrolled in the M.F.A. program in creative writing at
the University of Montana.
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