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My local running
store used to be on a block with an art gallery, a hair salon and a
porn shop. Then it moved around the corner to Higgins Street, the main
drag of Missoula, Montanaa more foot-traffic-friendly location.
The Runners Edge has a good selection of shoes, all the right
accessories (water bottle holders, gels, race entries), and a friendly
and knowledgeable staff. Recently when I went in to get a new pair of
shoes, a tall, leggy guy with dark hair, big ears and a ready smile
waited on me. An hour later, I left with the shoes Id come for
and a book recommendation. Counting Coup, by Larry Colter, describes
the intense interest in basketballin this case, high school womens
basketballon Montanas Crow Indian Reservation. Itll
give you a sense of what its like on the rez, the young
man said, writing down the name of the author and title on a Post-It
for me.
When I first came
into the store I noticed that he was reading a book of serious nonfiction.
I asked him about it, and from there our conversation galloped and gamboled
along. I had no idea that Scott McGowan was such a bookworm. It surprised
and delighted me. Because, like many people who live in Montana, I knew
Scott for his achievements only in one area: on the track.
Hed hit the magic number, and we all knew about it. McGowan had
done the one thing that everyoneeven and perhaps especially non-runnerscan
relate to and admire. He entered the pantheon of those people who have
captured our communal imagination by doing the special things, like
breaking the sound barrier, batting .400, and winning a Nobel Prize.
Last spring, at the Reebok Boston Indoor Games, Scott McGowan became
the first Montanan ever to go under four minutes in the mile. For his
efforts, McGowan received a heros welcomelots of news coverage
and an invitation to the state capital in Helena, where, as he says,
A proclamation was read, and hands were shook
. It was really
nice for my parents, he adds, shrugging off both the applause
and the achievement.
As most serious runners know, its no longer such a big deal to
run a sub-four-minute mile. And accomplishing it was no surprise to
McGowan, whose 1500 meter times made it clear that this was an obtainable
goal. But, he says, its hard to explain to someone
that, since Ive run 3:37 in the 1500, and the mile is only 100
meters longer, if you extrapolateyou know, they just dont
really get it.
Scott McGowan is quick to downplay any success. He has the modesty of
a fourth-generation Montanan. There are, Ive learned, Montana
values. They go something like this: You get a fair days wage
for fair days work, no more, no less. You have to be able to trust
in a persons word. Theres the Popsicle ruleif
you have enough for everyone, you can eat your popsicles in the front
yard. Otherwise, do it in private. Montanans hew to the idea of wealth
without conspicuous consumption; its what youve done thats
worthy, not what you have. And you dont talk about what youve
done. No bragging, no whining.
Scott McGowan is a true and proud Montanan. But hes grown up a
little differently from many in the state. When I tell people
that Im from Poplar, I get everything from sympathy to being called
Prairie Nigger. His town, tucked into the northeast
corner of the state, is the tribal headquarters of the Fort Peck Reservation,
home to the Sioux and Assinboine tribes and to only a handful of white
folks. As reservations go, it is typical. Which means, to many whites,
it is a scarred and scary place of boarded up or barred windows, abandoned
junk cars, and people looking for drinks or fights. To McGowan, it is
a home he loves and is fiercely proud of.
My dad has said that if I got a nosebleed I wouldnt be Native
American anymore, McGowan laughs. His father, a farmer, is the
third-generation McGowan to live on the reservation in the town of Poplar;
his mother retired recently from her job as the schools librarian.
The McGowan family has always had many tribal members as friends. Scott
himself is one-eighth Native American, his paternal grandmother was
half Chippewa.
On the Fort Peck rez, as on others throughout the state, basketball
is a big deal. At 64" ("I say that Išm 63", he says, because
now that Im a runner I really want to be smaller), Scott
regularly scored twenty points a game. I just did the dirty work,
he says, "getting the ball to my friend Richard, who scored thirty points
a game. I could rebound, but wasnt a good shooter. I wasnt
that good in general. I just worked really, really hard.
Hed been hoping for a basketball scholarship and got some offers
from smaller schools, but decided, instead, to focus on running. Since
basketball was his main thing, he never trained for track. Running,
on the rez, is almost as big as round ball. The Poplar cross country
teamMcGowans graduating class was 45 studentswon the
state championships in their division three years in a row. Scott was
good, but not great. But in June of his senior year, he ran 4:12 in
the mile. That got him all the way west across the state to the University
of Montana.
I lived college life a little too much, he says of his first
couple of years in Missoula. I didnt really train as hard
as I should have. He was good enough, however, to be a four-time
All-American and to break the school record in the 1500 (3:41) and the
mile (4:02). Then he woke up. On the edge of the Olympic A standard,
McGowan went to a little meet in Occidental California, a last-chance
qualifier, he says, and ripped off a 3:37.7, a PR by more than
four seconds, making him the fifth fastest American that year.
It was a big surprise to everyone, McGowan says. It netted
him an agent and a contract from New Balance. The Trials were two weeks
later, and while McGowan made it to the final, he ran, as he says, horrible,
coming in twelfth place, dead last. I was embarrassed, he
said. Disappointed in myself. I was afraid that people were saying,
Oh that guy from Montanahe rides horses and tips cows, and
he got lucky one time.
But McGowan doesnt ride horses (any more), and he doesnt
tip cows, and his time was not a fluke. Last winter he won the USATF
Indoor Nationals in the 1500, though, typically modest and with a historians
devotion to the truth, hes quick to point out that neither Alan
Webb nor Bernard Lagat showed up.
With his Montana reserve, you have to really press McGowan to give you
his bona fides. Its hard for me to think that Ive
done anything. Until I run a mile under 3:50then Ill talk
about running. Guys like Alan and Bernard are going to make guys like
me train harder and work harder. He thinks that his best events
might be those he hasnt yet triedthe steeplechase and the
5,000m.
Now hes taking a little break and continuing to work at Runners
Edge, which, he says, is the perfect job for a runner. His boss, owner
Anders Brooker, a triathlete, is supportively understanding of his schedule.
And, when the things at the store are slow, Scott can read. He graduated
from the University of Montana in 2004 with a degree in history, and
the field continues to have a firm grip on his interest. He reads widely
and closely, everything from books on World War II to the fight for
womens suffrage. If I ever make a lot of money, he
says, If I ever win the lottery, Im going to give a whole
bunch to the history program. I loved my teachers there. He thinks
for a minute, catching himself. And track too. Track too. Id
split it up.
People have suggested that he move for his running, that there might
be other places that are more conducive to training than western Montana.
Yeah, he says, I tell people that we have about three
months of decent weather. Then its snowy and cold, and then its
fire season and the whole valley is blanketed with smoke and you cant
even go outside.
I look at him. We both know that what he has just said is not true.
Not even close. But Montanans are a funny people. An outward, superficial
courtesywhich is often misinterpreted as friendliness by outsidersis
but a thin layer covering deep wells of wariness and reserve. We
dont want people to come here, McGowan says, echoing something
Ive heard from many other natives. We like to keep the rural,
small town, rugged individualist myth alive so that were not overrun
with outsiders.
I like being the guy from Montana, McGowan says, I
have a sense of pride not only in my state, but in my hometown. My father
told me: Never be embarrassed about where youre from. There are
a lot of misconceptions about Indians and about what life on the reservation
is like. But I know. I grew up there. The guys are my friends. Its
hard, he says, when we start to talk about the intensely strained
race relations of a place that, to most visitors, seems overwhelmingly
white. You cant believe how tribal members are treated.
When we were on the road, going to cross country meets, wed go
into a Wal-Mart and people said there are too many of you to come
in here. Too many Indians. A couple of times Ive been called
a cracker by a Native American who didnšt know me, but Ive
taken a hundred times more from non-natives.
Both the Reebok Indoor Meet, where McGowan did his sub-four, and Indoor
Nationals, took place in the Roxbury section of Boston. McGowan warmed
up by running around the neighborhood. They told me it was dangerous,
that I shouldnt go out there. I did, and it was fine. A couple
of guys said to me, Yo, you dropped your wallet, and I just
laughed and said, Ive got no wallet. And they laughed.
When I got back, people couldnt believe Id gone out there.
I said, I didnt think it was that bad; you should see my
hometown. He goes on to explain, To me the reservation
is one simple word, home. I know there are problems in Poplar, just
like there are everywhere else, but the people back home are some of
the nicest and most supportive folks I know. I am very proud to be a
Montanan, but even more proud of the fact that I can call myself a Poplar
Indian (school mascot).
So for now, Scott McGowan will live, train, and do prodigious amounts
of reading in Montana. He travelshe spent part of last summer
competing in Europebut is always glad to come back to Missoula,
a town where runners, many runners of all shapes and sizes, trot along
the river that runs through it, in shoes hes sold them.

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