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Eos,
the Greek goddess of dawn, took a mortal lover, Tithonus. She asked
mighty Zeus to grant him immortality, ensuring herself an everlasting
plaything. He did. But Eos forgot to also ask Zeus to grant her tender
vittle agelessness. So poor Tithonus got older and older, smaller and
smaller, and became less and less appealing. Eventually Tithonus turned
into a cricket.
Most of us want to keep running for our entire mortal lives. But age
is a greater foe than the fiercest of the Greek gods. While Im
not yet nearing insectitude, I realize that if I want to keep enjoying
my running, I have to look for different kinds of challenges. Many of
my runner friends have been turning to triathlons to spice up their
athletic lives. I would do that, except for the swimming and biking
parts. Doing longer races means you dont have to run as fast,
and thats always nice. But theres something else Ive
found that has given me more pleasure, and meaning, than any other running-related
activity.
This past year I was fortunate enough to be tapped for the Clif Bar
Pace Team. We are a group of nearly two dozen people, from various and
diverse backgrounds, who lead groups at marathons. We carry wooden dowels
with balloons (yes, I know, there must be a better way no one
has come up with it yet) to goal times ranging from 3:10 to 5:30. We
are divided into East and West Coast teams; we meet up to six or seven
times a year to work together at a marathon expo booth, have meals,
go for runs, and get updates on each others lives, work, and families.
Sharon can always be counted on to have whatever anyone has forgotten;
Scott bakes chocolate chip and Snickerdoodle cookies for the group;
when Michelle and I room together, we stay up too late talking. Itıs
fun to be part of a team.
But the real fun is the pacing. At the expo, we sign people up and give
instructions on where to find us on race morning. We answer questionsabout
training, marathoning, nutrition and hydration. We caution first-timers
about picking a reasonable goal. We introduce ourselves and say we look
forward to running with them. And we do.
We are volunteers. We give up our time and energy for a handful
of Clif Bars, uniforms and shoes from Pearl Izumi, and a fancy Polar
watch to pace at about 30 minutes slower than our typical marathon
times. We do not get paid, though our expenses to the races are covered.
We are mostly loud, extroverted, enthusiastic people who, while we each
have our own running goals (and in fact, two of our pacers are top ultrarunners
who compete internationally), love to help other people meet theirs.
We are allowed to be plus or minus two minutes at the halfway point,
and must finish no more than two minutes fast at the end. Our balloons
have our finishing times on them. Thats what weve committed
to run, and thats what we run, regardless of what happens in the
group. Many of my teammates are able to finish within seconds of their
projected time.
Generally we start off with hordes of people around us. Since we tend
to pace at big marathons, often, at halfway, we still have big groups.
Inevitably, at mile 20 or so things begin to thin out. When I paced
the 3:50 group at the New York City Marathon last year, I was demoralized
to have none of the women who started in my group finish with me. At
the Los Angeles Marathon, a big guy who was running right near me said,
as I was rhapsodizing about the joys of In-N-Out Burgers, that if I
got him to the finish in four hours, he would buy me a big bag of them.
I said that I would be there; he just had to stick with me. I ended
up buying my own burger.
Sometimes people will join us later in the race. At around mile 18 in
L.A. I met up with two girls. They told me weıd be running past their
houses in a few miles, and then, soon after that, the Marlborough School,
where they were juniors.
I asked them about their college applications and when they answered,
I told them that this was their lucky day: I am a high-priced college
admissions consultant. If they stuck with me, they could get hundreds
of dollars of free counseling. We talked about SATs, recommendations,
and which topics to avoid for the essay. At mile 23, I told Christina
whose longest run had been eight miles to go ahead; we
were slowing her down. Celia finished with me, in 3:58, ready to apply
to Harvard.
At the Salt Lake City Marathon in June, I met a 61-year-old guy named
Jim at the expo. He needed four hours to qualify for Boston. A retired
Forest Service guy and Vietnam Vet, Jim was chatty for the first 20
miles. As he got quieter, I just kept on blabbing. I told him that I
wanted him to meet me I demanded that he meet me in Boston
and bring me a potato from his home state, Idaho. Im looking forward
to collecting it on the third Monday in April.
Each pacer has an arsenal of stories about why he or she loves to pace.
One of my favorites is from Scott, the cookie-maker. One guy, he said,
had been with the group for most of the race, but had fallen back a
bit the last few miles. After Scott crossed the finish line, he congratulated
the runners in his group, and then waited around, as we all do, to congratulate
the runners who had fallen off the pace. He saw the guy cross the line
and went to shake his hand. The guy said, That is not going to
do it, and he gave Scott a big bear hug and planted a kiss on
his cheek. I don't remember his name, Scott says, but
I will never forget his face.
A thank you and a kiss. A potato. Much more compelling than a PR or
a Shiny Metal Object.
Rachel Toor, a former editor at Duke University Press, is enrolled in
the M.F.A. program in creative writing at the University of Montana.
Her most recent book is The Pig and I: Why Its So Easy to Love
an Animal, and So Hard to Live With a Man (Hudson Street Press,
2005; paperback edition from Plume, 2006).
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